Missed opportunity

V was invited to a sex party a few years ago.  She was working for a doctor and the receptionist was a drop dead gorgeous blond that was very wild.  She lived with a guy Dan and they partied a lot.  I was to stupid to catch on at the time but as it turns out the doctor was banging the receptionist.  He wasn't just banging her but Dan knew he was banging her and he even banged her in the office.  Well the blond was having a party and invited V.  She accepted and there was talk of me going but we later found that there would be cocaine there and for a number of reasons I couldn't be around it.  V could have but decided not to.  That was before I got over my jealousy but I remember being hard thinking of her going to the party and having guys hitting on her and feeling her up.  I think V was going to introduce me to some swapping or at least fucking and I was too backward to go for it.  I wish I could do this one over as I would insist she go.  It could have opened new horizons for her.  Carey never asked again.  I found later that Carey was into all kinds of sex and that V would have probably walked into a free for all orgy situation.  That would have been life changing and I think we would have liked it a lot.  She can handle way more sex than I and is such a great fuck.  She would have been very popular with guys fucking around the room.  I can imagine her on her back, legs in the air, pussy dripping and a dick in her mouth also.

I am still working on V trying to get her to spread her lovely legs for another man.  It is not just V's pleasure that makes me want to do this.  I also want to share a really hot pussy and extraordinary oral technique with some other men.  V was a virgin when we met but one hot piece of ass and has gotten better at sexual favors than a lot of working girls.  I want other guys to enjoy the hotness of her mouth and pussy.  She is beautiful and a damn good lay.  This is like seeking the approval of your neighbor when you buy a new car.  I want other men to experience my wife and enjoy and give me there approval and compliments of what a great fuck she is and what a lucky fucker I am to have a wife that loves to suck cock and swallow cum.

I was horny as hell while in Iraq and V was too.  We did things for each other on Skype that neither of us would have thought of before.  I must add that I have always been a very jealous guy, type A personality, military officer.  The horiness in Irag and some change in temperament has caused me to start to think of sex as fun, something we do for enjoyment as opposed to love which is a commitment to your partner.  What I am getting at is that having my wife fuck another man used to be my worst nightmare and it has become my hottest fantasy.  I now realize how much more sex she can enjoy than me and I get enjoyment from her pleasure.  Now don't get me wrong, I enjoy sex and lots of it but she is like the Eveready bunnie and can keep going and going.  I think I am missing a lot by not letting her fuck other men and participating myself.  I could see her fucking another guy along with me and the 2 males taking turns holding off our climaxes in favor of hers.  I think with another guy there to fill in that I could get back up for a second or maybe even a third while he rejuvenates and takes his second and third turn on my won tun wife.  I have grown to where I get nearly as much pleasure from her sex and orgasms as I do my own and giving her more would be much pleasure for me.
      I have told her of my fantasy though usually in bed when we are screwing.  I think she knows I am serious but is still reserved about letting go and doing it.  She has a guy she works with Alan that she would love to fuck.  She has never said so but she gets giddy when she talks about him and she cums when I pillow talk about her fucking him.  Seems pretty elementary but getting her to take the first step has been a challenge.  Kind of like a sky diver that wants to jump but that first step is a bitch.  I have a couple other guys lined up that would fuck her in a heartbeat given half a chance but just need the right time and place and guy.